Miracles of life 2024

So as I wake it’s 6:31am, was last night real? Did I really kick my ex husband to the curb? Yes, why yes I did. What is ahead for me the first day of 2024 well I’m on the search for a portable blender so when I’m working I can blitz up a shake as there will be no excuse. Excuses can ge so rampant in my mind, the I can’t do that; I don’t deserve that; or more importantly I won’t do that. I have found myself in those negative mindsets of jealousy, and envy to be like this or that person. But what I have learnt from 2023 is I don’t need to do that, even the people I am wanting to be have those same issues and flaws.

I'm sitting here watching "Embrace" and it really hit me hard. I so want a new life and l need to own this life l want. I need to start accepting and loving myself like others do. So in 2024, l plan to do daily messages as a purpose of documenting this path which is ahead as it will be extremely hard but my biggest turning point was ending everything with my ex-husband. That energy l have held onto for so long l need to turn around and put into a completely different realm and on myself. I miss being me and the person l honestly am. I'm excited to see what is ahead.